@evacide cringy it may sounds but since the BBS days I've always felt like a 'digital nomad', purely people you like to hang around, don't always want to stay together for long periods of time.

in the past i hosted my own BBS and echomailing network to get some 'stability' to my online circles. but in 2026, it would require non-trivial $ to host due to the sheer scale and noise in feeds.

sometimes everyone gets off the bus except you, maybe new passengers will come along for the ride, or maybe you'll drive alone into the sunset... it's important to enjoy the journey, not the destination.

I guess.