@mtconleyuk @BoredomFestival I hate to sound rude, but I need to pay rent, so that's not an option

oh also if you don't enable them, you lose your home and the ability to eat

what are we building right now? the thing the faeries told us to build. the magical faeries who live in the machine. the magical faeries who are summoning their god. the faerie god who will save us from this world. we will grow wings and fly into the sun with them. ia ia claude fhtagn

working in tech right now feels like every single person you had any sort of professional relationship with undergoing the worst and most self-destructive manic episodes of their lives all simultaneously, and actively disparaging you for not submitting yourself to their madness

the mood drop of coming into work today has shown me that i'm not depressed, i just fucking hate my job

man, i used to love programming

i just need be alone in my room with my autistic special interest for the rest of summer. like, legitimately, my mental health actually needs it or i'm gonna lose my mind

the past week and a half has been so liberating. just sitting around, writing fanfiction, not using LLMs at all

anyway. i go back to work tomorrow. time to suffer